:(

wow  its been a long time since i forget all the love-crap things
but today im opening my eyess again
i start to think of love again. but i guuess the true love has gone.
i believe every person has one true love within them, and i have lost one.
im afraid i wouldnot have another.. im afraid im too afraid of giving my love again,
either to my friend, lover, or even family. im afraid of getting hurt again,
the wounded heart has still not dried yet. but i feel i neeed someone to brighten up my days and i guess thats him, putihhh..
so i guesss yesssica is the fire here. coz she ask me to check the twitter. my name was in his twitter postt...WOW isnt thaaat greattttt??
butt im afraid to express my feeelings, im afraid of getting excited...
IM AFRAID. all i want is to have a simple chat with him nothing else.
i would not ask for more....well i have to admit im lonely really lonely