hey u my fren would u care to read this

it is like the hundreds of times have i faced the same problems OVER AND OVER AGAIN and it is like the hundreds of times that i understand she will not understand or even care

i just cant see love showering since the first time till this time

i just can only see me giving with a little hope of demanding a thing from her.and the 'a thing' is not that hard to give.it is just as simple as others has given to their friends. 

where are u  when i am down  when i need advices some small advicess i feell alone and lonely they said i have besfrens. but thts nt the truth. its just ashamed to realize i keep on giving shits to my sisters frenship problem when i find myself having more crappss..

i wonder and keep on wondering asking God the right thing to do,

saying the truth is pressuring . as this is the same topics everytime

Giving without wanting is not tht easy i wonder if you , the one and only person i meant ,read this, would u ever care to fix ths? 

im tired to keep on waiting my sms to get reply back or to wait my phone call to get an answer

and when finally  i get an answer it is just  the same tone i have always heard; 'ididdnt get anyy of ur phone calls or sms'

.................................... well d question is :does it happens vryx? 

but it does not happen everytime when u want me to clear your doubts? and how bout myy doubts?

would u ever care? would u eveer ask me again or just simply text me back? 

when the time i really need some1 who knws me and knws how to calm me down,i call yu but u never reply. its just sad to keep on waiting and waiting ur reply till its just the sameoldstory when i didnt find any of the reply frm u.

its just sad.